Monday, February 15, 2010Y
Valentine's day just passed,
it's the first time i experience tgt with someone i love.
but it seems to be the saddest i ever had.
Honeymoon periods are the best periods we'll reminisced.
You'll always say i never put u in the first place.
But when i trying to learn how to,
things start to change.
I dono why, but like i told you before,
i just felt that,
you changes.
You'll never fail to make me smile after i frown.
You'll never hung up my call.
You'll always make me feel pampered even w/o sweet talks.
You'll ... ....But now i feel like it's a
you used to.
Baby, am i thinking too much or you really changes?
Or easier to say, are you tired of everything?
It has been 3 hours you hung my call,
without letting me finish my sentence,
& you never bother to even call or sms back..
& it's twice today you hung my call,
& do you know that you'll never did that before?
I try to show you my love for you for these few months,
trying to bring back the times of honeymoon by being extra sweet.
Do you know i've never know how to do that in the past?
but you always ruin, giving me the "i don't bother feeling."
Do you know i've always trying to plan things with you in,
but is it i'm forcing you to be in?
Honey, i'm really tired this time already,
I cannot go on maintain pretending everything is fine.
Third time, in this coming 10 months,
I cannot control my tears & sadness.
I need a break to vent out my feelings.
signing off @ 1:29:00 AM(:
baby please, hold your breathe*
beacause tonight, will be the night . (:
i'll be the reason you smile tonight
